I am alive!

Hi everyone,

It's Michelle here! Yes...some of you are thinking, "She's actually alive!" It has taken me a while to write a blog! There are many reasons that I haven't blogged lately, first being tremendously busy trying to stay afloat for the first week of classes. Second, I haven't had time to really sit down and reflect. Third, I think I am a perfectionist and somehow, I need to create a written product that appeals to my audience. So when I think of writing a blog entry, it's a daunting task. Fourth, Tintin's blogs are amusing and he writes well.

Actually, the third and fourth reason is probably the real reason why I have pushed off blogging. But I should stop always thinking that I'm writing for others and just write for enjoyment and reflection. These two reasons are also why teaching has been busy and challenging. It's because I am indecisive at times as to what I want because I want to present the best lesson. But then, I end up wasting my time when it could have been used better to manage other tasks that are pressing. Worst of all, I end up with a mediocre lesson. Then, I don't enjoy it and my students won't enjoy it. So, the conclusion that I have learned is to just chill out and enjoy whatever I am doing - may it be blogging or teaching my students.

So, some of you are wondering, is she actually enjoying teaching? I am enjoying it, despite how much work and energy it demands from me. My students are great and they all speak their mind, which sometimes can be a headache. The staff is great and supportive. When I have time, I will post some photos of my classroom.

Anyways, when you remember me in prayers, pray that I would have the wisdom to teach clearly and love loudly to my students in my words and actions.


Love,

Michelle